Thanks eric, I think that could have been a part of it. Things were shitty for a while but they are starting to pick back up, as is my training. I am still working through some relationship shit, and you guys know how that can be. Little by little I'll eventually look like my avitar.

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I don't do this for my family, my friends, women, accolades, pride, or ego. I do it for me and no one else, its just part of who I am.