trust me I see all the points your making as valid, and I wont make excuses for not being able to eat correctly. I'm just gonna do the best I can with these remaining weeks of this trial, and get back on track when its done.

Trouble, i'm not using creatine, and I find it very hard to believe that using xtend (BCAA's, Citruline Malate, Glutamine) will stop me from releasing fat stores ... please explain.

Oh, and i'd like to know what your rational is for the comments on dicana. I have heard from some that there can be a rebound effect afterward. But this is generally seen in those running much higher dosages then I am, and for longer cycles.

In the mean time, I'm going to press on. I'll do what I can to up my protien and fat intake, and I'll leave it at that. In reality there is little more I can do.

__________________
I don't do this for my family, my friends, women, accolades, pride, or ego. I do it for me and no one else, its just part of who I am.