Hey dude,

i did my first cycle at 22 and it really messed me up. i think i ws too young and i didnt do enough. how much are you taking a week? how many years have you been traiing for? if your needing gear to be motivated your setting yourself up for disaster big time. My best advice to you would be to train to the point you cant stay out of the gym WITHOUT gear. make it your life. then after youve built up a good base of muslce maturity then think about it. also whats your diet like? steroids arent magic.

just looking out for ya man cause i was where you are once.