I'm constantly thinking about the future and where I want to be as i'm entering college. To me, i messed up highschool in the sense of academics - where i could have done a lot better and quitting sports for the most part. I found working out through it though. I want to feel comfortable around my gf with my shirt off and unfortunately i dont right now..and she has a pool and summer is coming ahhh and my gf is hot blah!! haha um..i know i want to pursue bodybuilding and getting "cut" and getting the abs..all that good stuff. Sometimes i feel like its impossible when my mom cooks shit and brings home tacobell all the time. its so annoying. I want to succeed in this field, but I need some guidance i think. Im going to school and then working 30 hours a week or more "part time" and im 18. the money is nice, but i'm not getting my priorities straight. anyone who can give me advice would be appreciated. thanks

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