What, are you kidding?
Notice I don't have a journal? I meant everything I said sincerely because what you said shows that you are please with your progress and you MUST feel good. You are caught up in the satisfaction of having things come together and to me that is GOOD NEWS. I only joked around about you updating because I care about how things are going for you and I want to know
The journal is for you. I just wanted to know as a friend. A lot of people posts journals as a crutch so that everyone can tell them how great they are doing. Sorry, folks but you know it's true.
I can totally see by the way I worded that how it sounded. See, to me, needing nobody but yourself is a GOOD thing, because is shows that you synthesize what you "learn". But I re-read it out loud and it sounds totally sarcastic, lol. And I was trying to be sincere. I'll have to turn in my writer's license.
I am nothing but impressed with what you are doing and what you've come up with. You take on board what you learn about yourself and you are thinking and experimenting. Frankly, I think people should look to this, and what has come before, as something they can learn from. You know how often I come into journals and say, "I like this"?
Sarcasm from me is always obvious, lol, and followed by smileys! I mean what I say and I'm hurt you think I would be passive agreesive! (j/k, not really, misunderstandings happen
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If I've helped you then I would hope that this well thought out and balanced approach you are using would say more about me than anything else. That's the difference between me and the "program a month" internet gurus. They get the glory for handing out fish, I get the satisfaction of watching people realize their goals and catching fish all by themselves.