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I hate how nothing ever goes easily, and how even when I think I have shit taken care of, something always gets fucked up. Thought I had a new apartment lined up, now there is some bullshit with the landlord. they want to rent the apartment that I already put down a months deposit on, to someone else. Oh, and I have to be out of my current place by the end of the month. So that leaves me a week find a new place and move in, in NYC ... good f'in luck. I hate how this job hunt is going, 40+ pages of listing on monster, I've been on this for 2 months, and still no offers. So if I dont get my shit straight soon, there will be no place to live, and no cash flow. It kinda makes training tough to focus on, which pisses me off even more. Oh and throw in on top of that the ex screwing with my head again, and yeah, my freakin stress levels are reaching the tipping point. I need meds, the homegrown kind
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