I really hate to do this, but I'm putting the journal on pause for a while. I thought things would get better with the new job, but I was mistaken. I've been working overtime almost every night, and by the time I get home I'm spent. I need to find a solution, but I've had a few set backs.

night before last I broke the dam eliptical I have again, this time for good. So I need to find a new cardio machine for the house, maybe a tredmil this time, I dont know. I just want something I'm not going to destroy in 2 months.

Diet has been ok, I'm eating clean, but not enough, I'm working on it, but I've been so busy I forget to eat. I need to work that out so I can keep some mass.

I'm going to take a break from the weights right now, I just dont have the time or energy. My stress bucket is filling up quickly, and I need to just focus on cardio and MA right now.

Have a good one ya'll.

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