just go get a little valium on the street

seriously though....there are times i have taken them in the past ten years....and there are times i fought anxiety for years on end...and could never beat it. i don't like taking any drugs either....but if it lets my brain relax so i can actually sleep at night. cool i tried alot of things. i always felt best after a few drinks which didn't lead down a good road.

but a good place to start..is to eliminate the variables that make you feel that way. best thing would be to find a different job. one that is not shitty....it'll make a world of difference.

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