After a better reading, maybe what you are saying is that, you put your kids first (demanding kids), and i think thats great, but the few money you have left you like to buy some anabolic. If so i'm sorry for the comment (feed the kids).

But i still stand when i say, EAT GOOD, HARD TRAIN, INTENSE, you will have great results.
It's very important to learn how your body react, and how far can he go before using anabolic.
I would be suprise, what good food, good diet, good sleep, and intense training can do for you.
Try this way first, then when you get to the point you can't grow because you reach your genetic limit, then you should use the juice if you want to grow more, if not, keep doing what you wore doing :P