life update I'm in northern Indiana. I build trucks . I'm done with steroids. I've got a good woman . the past few years were rough with being homeless along with major stuff . I quit posting because my fiance at the time miscarried twins . she tried to kill herself , blamed me and I went away for mental health . the meds I was put on caused me to drop under 100 pounds . I went back and eventually gave up on meds . I got out and was soon evicted ... if anyone wondered where I've been and what happened . I'm currently doing much better I'm about 170 and recently lost my job after breaking my wrist and finger and testing positive for pot 13 weeks later I'm getting back on my feet . I have my own place .