hi...
as if being grounded wasnt bad enough, i've fallen sick...
every time my bodyweight exceeds 75 kgs, i fall sick... this is the 4th time in 2 years...! on all 4 times i've been over 75...! and its like i've jsut made it over 75 and i fall sick... this sucks.... now i'll have to start cutting... i think...
well, with this shitty illness, i'll probably lose some weight anyways...
hhhmm... depressing isnt it...? and to add to that i'm afraid my mass has all gone down (excpet int he kost crucial of all parts ;)).. no, but seriously.. its damn depressing to see your arms shrink overnight... and then your chest goes in as well... and the "?" shape of your back begins to disintegrate...
man... i think i'll have to start from square 1 when i've fully recovered...!! :(
but, i might not do free hand training... i think that if in a week my parents don back off the no going to the gym routine, i'll snap...
