you are definately not ready for m1t bro. But if you are one of those hard heads that wont be detered, for the love of god please dont go over 5mg a day. You should also go no longer then 2 weeks for your first cycle. Not two weeks on, two weeks off, two weeks on .... run two weeks at 5mg and go straight into pct.
Be ready for the lethargy, and serious lower back cramping. This steroid also has negative effects on lipid profiles, blood pressure, mood stabilization, amoung others. just so you know what your getting into.
I don't do this for my family, my friends, women, accolades, pride, or ego. I do it for me and no one else, its just part of who I am.