Your taking anavar, test prop, fina, and asking about gh fragments, and your 21?
If you dont know how to eat and train none of this stuff is going to matter. Your too young to be messing with this stuff anyway, your wasting your money on all this crap, you could be spending it at the grocery store.
I don't do this for my family, my friends, women, accolades, pride, or ego. I do it for me and no one else, its just part of who I am.