Glad to see you back around brotha.
I know its not easy, but let all that negative crap motivate you to kick ass in the gym. I've been going through alot crap lately too, but it makes you a stronger person in the end.
keep on it man, things will turn around for ya, they've already started to.
I don't do this for my family, my friends, women, accolades, pride, or ego. I do it for me and no one else, its just part of who I am.