if you really want to spend money on something, get some new running shoes. and start using Hiit 2 times a week. That will get your fat loss going again. Also, how long have you been on those stims? Chances are its been too long if your using bottle after bottle. these things are suppose to be cycled, so dont be surprised if you feel like shit after you stop using them. You may want to pick up some Reset AD.
I don't do this for my family, my friends, women, accolades, pride, or ego. I do it for me and no one else, its just part of who I am.