I am very surprised to see someone really answered. It is so stereotypical, is it not?! Yap, I left home when I was 16, to go to study to other country, always tending to some perfection. Actually, I thought it would be better to change environment, but I just could not escape from myself. The thing is, everything looks perfect, I have carrying parents (although they live in a different country), write my tests 100%, but I am still unheapy and eat everytime I am depressed, as if that would solve my problems. I am not fat, 165cm, 55kg, what is normal weight, but I am aware that this cannot continue, because I will go insane. Bulimia (I dont vomit anymore), anorexic phases, one year on antidepressive drugs (these were prescribed by a doctor), it did not help. On average two times a week, like panic attacks and eating again...
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